I dont know how to live anymore?

im 19 and i was kicked out 6 months ago because i didnt do exactly everything my dad told me to do. all i did then was mess up and feel like nothing. i felt trapped and all i do is work. now that i was out in the world i had freedom but only enough money to survive. so all i do is still work. i cant see a future. i cant believe i can do anything and make something for myself. all i think about is dying,im nothing,and i cant do nothing to change it. when i ask my dad to help and that this is why i do what i do he just said %26quot;you better change your attitude now.%26quot; how can i change just by someone telling me to. if i could just do that i would have. i dont know how to learn or decide things for myself. i cant create a goal because i cant see ahead. what can i do. im lost and eventually i'll succeed at killing myself.I dont know how to live anymore?Learn. Acquire good knowledge and implement such knowledge in your day to day life. Improve. Grow mentally, morally and spiritually. Over a period of time gradually things will automatically set right.



So far (till now) in the same way, you have been living without knowing anything. If possible continue like that.
I dont know how to live anymore?
Girl you are only 19 your life is just starting,so do not overreact.You do not get along with your dad,but you don't specify if it is totally is fault or not.If you want to make something more of yourself and you need the help only your father can give you,I think you should slow down and figure out if the whole problem with your dad has no solution. Certainly if you both talk as adults and you show him you are serious about trying to find a solution he will come half the way and you go the other half.If this small sacrifice can make a big difference for your future then that is the way to go.Life is a mixture of good and bad things that happen to us but even so it is still very much worth living all the more at your age.Come on grab your courage,put a smile on your face and put yourself on a superior level. You can do this and you must believe this too. Good Luck
I dont know how to live anymore?
First of all i know that anyone who tells you this its going to sound like %26quot;they dont know what they are talking about and they dont know what you have been through. and you will feel like some people are judging you. but i honestly want to tell you that i can relate to where your coming from,but death is not the answer. EVRYONE goes through hard times whether it seems like it or not. I may be wrong but it sounds like you and your dad have a communication problem. He doesnt understand what your going through so he pushes it away or you dont properly communicate to him what it is you need his help with. Keep trying to talk to him %26amp;%26amp; dont give up. he may turn out to be one of the greatest resources in your times if need whether it is money or just love. and as far as the working thing maybe you should get a room mate to pay half the rent.. that would help but make sure its someone you trust. save your money and actually live a little. soon enough you will be thinking if i died i would miss all this and you will also see that life is too precious of a gift to end before it ever truely begins.
Killing yourself? thats is the heaviest things to do if you can't do things better in your life how could you kill yourself?Do'nt get upset i am just trying to figure out that suicide is not the answer, besides only insane people do that and if you are not insane i am sure it would take a very great bravery or courage to kill yourself. by yourself.Try this, wake up early,before the sunrise, and pray and praise the lord Jesus Christ.Dont ask anything just pray the prayer that you know and praise Him for everything. The holy spirit will guide you thru the day and if you always do that everyday then you are always guided.
Don't rely on your father. People at work might be willing to help you. Friends can be very helpful. Especially if there is a chance that you will be able to do more that just survive soon, then focus on those goals. Find a way to save up something nice for yourself, even if its just a meal at a more expensive restaurant than usual.



Just one thing: Killing yourself is a permanent deal. More so than most people realize. And once you reach the other side, you'll know that what I say is true.
Soon enough you'll realize that being happy is better than being right...

just go back to your dad and do whatever it takes...

no, it wont be easy, but.. honestly, the way you're living right now isn't a way to live..