Everyday i say to myself, be yourself (in school) but it is sooo difficult.
At the end of the day I feel pretty bad, because i feel that i am an outsider, I wanna be a nice person, a happy one, and being sad and depressed in my classes around my classmates just makes me feel worse and worse. Everyday in my home i say to myself, change your attitude, tomorrow you can start all over, bu it麓s the same everyday!
In my school i sort of have a changing process, i feel that a lot of things are happening to me right now, for example, I get good grades, and my classmates get angry for that, I don麓t know how to treat them, I麓m getting tired, because it麓s the same all over.
Any help is ok, and please tell me if you have felt the same, or are feeling the same!Two personalities inside of me?Hi there young lady the world is not a nasty place only some of the people make it look like that,you are very spacial,but just shy,nothing wrong with that,and so what if you are good in your studies ,hard look if your classmates are not as good as you ,just be yourself .the world out there is wonderful,and as you get older you will meet lots of people just like yourself .remember we were not put on this earth to please other people,we can choose are friends as we like.I was an outsider thats because I was no good in my studies .I messed a bout to much ,I had no friends. just remember you are a special young lady. from winifred sTwo personalities inside of me?Don't worry about your raging schizophrenia, I just hope the two of you learn to get along :)Two personalities inside of me?I used to have similar problems in school, a lot of trouble with people in my class and I became very withdrawn and isolated from my classmates, developped depression and ended up with some serious anxiety and confidence issues.
I got out of it in the end because I moved into a completely different class that I already had a friend in, and that's how I met the people I'm still friends with now - having those people to talk to was the only thing that helped me, which is why being around the right people is so important.
People say it's a bit over the top, but if you really have to, you should even change schools just to get yourself in a new social environment, and it really does help not to have all the preconceptions and barriers surrounding you when you are trying to make new friends.Keep your head up %26amp; keep getting good grades! People want to tear other people down instead of building themselves up. Maybe you can say some nice words and compliments to build the other people up. They obviously feel bad about themselves. Try to point out what is good about them. We all have some gift or ability that others may not have.I kind of know what you mean, i used to get angry with myself because i was really shy at school and at home i was complete opposite and i used to say to myself stop being so quiet and let yourself go....
I never got good grades and wasn't very popular so it was made worse.
I think because so many people knew me as the quiet one, i thought if i be myself people wont like me so i never did change i left school and went to college where i could start a fresh and i was myself, people liked me for who i am. So don't be scared to show our true self and achieve grades at the end of the day if they don't like you for you then whats the point in you changing who you are to suit them.
Good luck (email if you need to chat more)It's not about having two personalities, it's just really difficult when you do not 'click' with any of your peers. What you need to do is focus why you don't click with your school colleagues and see if there are any bridges you can build. What you are doing now, by going online is not a bad thing, you may come across people your o.
wn age with similar interests. Just don't give up on humanity yet
